Post by farrah on Jan 13, 2011 15:58:48 GMT -5
farrah blaine skander
I'VE NEVER SEEN A SMILE THAT CAN LIGHT A ROOM LIKE YOURS
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FULL NAME: Farrah Blaine Skander
NICKNAMES: Good luck =D
AGE/DOB: twenty-one, February 11th
SEXUALITY: heterosexual
THEIR BAND: Saving Face
POSITION: stylist
PLAYBY'S NAME:Kara Diakoulas
OPINIONS OF FARRAH
"Farrah is a sweetheart, one of my favorite people, and one of my bestest friends. yes, i used bestest, that's how amazing she is to me. we just get along... amazingly. we have ever since we were really little. we've known each other back since i lived in Australia; when my parents and i moved we both talked out parents into getting texting so that we could still talk and such, you know? we never really lost touch at all. she came up one week to Ireland to visit and, gosh, honestly, we've just done a lot together. i'm still trying to hook up her and Owen, to be honest. i do a lot for that girl, don't let her tell you any different, hah. i really, honestly don't know what else i can say other than i love this girl to pieces, and nothing's going to change that."" -- Grace Jones, Best Friend
"okay, so, officially, this girl is my sister. you mes with her, you lose a dick. right. well, moving on. farrah, i just met her on tour, but honestly, we just sort of hit it off? she's just sweet and nice and stuff. it's a change from knowing the douches on tour. just kidding, they're not all douches.. well some. anyways, she's just fucking adorable. what else can i really say? like, she's just too cute to be someone i couldn't like. I'm always trying to drag her out to a few clubs and stuff though; sometimes she's too nice and all for her own good, yanno? yeah. so I'm trying to, yanno, fix that or whatever. or get her a boyfriend. either or. maybe both. anyway, honestly. i love her. and i will really kill you if you do anything to fuck with her."-- Gavin Dublin, Unofficial Brother ;D ha
"mmm i don't know where to start with farrah, hah. i've known her since i was nineteen. she came to visit grace and well, grace introduced us and we just... well, we hit it off. she was only there for a week, and i know a week's not long enough to get to know someone well enough to like them but, i really liked her. we started texting each other when she went back to Australia, and kept in touch for a while. it died down after a while though. but when i heard she was going to be on tour, god, i was excited, ha. it's a bit pathetic on my part, right? i know, ha. there's just, something.. you know, special about her. i just don't really know what to really.. do, yanno? and asking the guys is out of the question, ha. uuhm. but. really. we get along amazingly, there's no denying that whatsoever. i just want to, you know, maybe take it further, but i doubt that's ever going to happen. at least maybe anytime soon." -- Owen Gallagher, Friend and Crush ;D
"Farrah! Oh, Farrah's a babeeee! Seriously, she's my bestest friend in the entire world. Farrah is so sensible and reasonable and really there is no-one in the world that is better then her for someone to talk to. She'll understand everything and anything you say to her and will help you out every time. I love her with all my heart and she's helps me with my hair, which helps me out so much! I always miss parts. ANYWAY, she makes me laugh so hard all the time and Farrah actually helps me look presentable on the worst days. I've known her from way back when in Melbourne back in Australia and she hasn't changed a peek! She'll listen to my rambles with a smile and that's what makes her so great. She doesn't judge you and most of all, Farrah really doesn't make me feel self conscious like some people do. I do seriously love her and if you hurt her, I'll talk you to death. Trust me, I'd do anything for my bestie." -- Sebastian Collins, Best Friend <3
TEN RANDOM FACTS
- She knows how to surf
- She's an animal lover
- She's not really big on eating. She's not anorexic, she just doesn't eat a lot.
- She went to school for a year for massage therapy, before dropping out to go to beauty school.
- She's modeled before, but never took great interest in it.
- Fruit is her favorite food.
- She's a sucker for kids
- Romantic movies can make her cry
- She's allergic to Peanuts, if she comes into contact with them, she gets a head ache, and if she eats an excessive amount, she breaks out in a bad rash.
- Peanut Butter is her second favorite food...so she eats it anyway, just takes an Advil before to avoid the headache and monitors how much she eats.
Five Favorite Memories
-The time her and Grace opened a pet sitting business one summer... and failed miserably, but they found it funny.
- Going on her first date ever <3
- The summer she visited Grace in Ireland, and got to meet all of her new friends, including one Owen Gallagher ;]
- Graduating from Beauty School
- Being asked to be the Stylist for Saving face <3
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Ladeda, My name is Sammie, I'm an admin, I've also got Garret, Caytee, Jasey, Natalie and Ryder on this site! WAnna chat? Catch me on aim at samanne2008. I love dramatic plots...yep, thats all! <3
Jasey was a wreck. An absolute total fucking wreck. She looked it too. She'd barely had the energy to perform on stage earlier, and try as she might, she knew she wasn't acting like herself either. She forced a smile for her fans though, sang when she was suppose to, cracked a few jokes like normal, but her heart and soul wasn't into the performance like it usually was. She figured she had a reason though. Finding out you were pregnant would do that to anyone. She wouldn't believe that Keita, Noah's mom, had been right. When Jasey had told her how she'd been feeling lately, Keita had said it sounded like she was pregnant. So just to prove her wrong, she'd went and done a pregnancy test, and sure enough....pregnant. To say she was shocked would be an understatement. To make matters worse, she'd tried to tell Noah for a few days, but every time she'd get the chance to, something would happen. So when she'd finally caught him alone on his bus and told him, sure enough his whole fucking band came in. As if that wasn't embarrassing enough, what did the fucker do? He fucking ran. Ran away to leave Jasey sitting there, looking like a complete and total idiot. He didn't answer her calls, he didn't text her back. Hell, he acted as if he didn't even know her.
All of that happened a few days ago. Now Jasey was sort of like a zombie. She went through the motions like she had early on the stage. She talked when spoken too, but didn't give anymore than that .She had skipped out on an interview or two, didnt do meet and greets, hell, when she wasn't on stage performing, she was back on the bus, in her bed facing the wall. She’d rather be left alone than to let someone see her at one of her weakest moments. She figured that the rest of the band knew, because they had been good about leaving her alone. When they’d finished their set earlier, everyone left her to herself. She did what she needed to do, and she bee lined over to her bus, not bothering to go out with the other two to meet the fans. Of course this wasn’t like her at all. Jasey was always wonderful to her fans, but you know, sometimes you just had to be alone. So that’s how she planned to spend her evening, absolutely alone, She raised her head up a little when she heard the bus door open, and she thought about reaching over and closing the curtain on her bunk, but she figured which ever tech it was would know to just leave her be. That is, until she felt the shift of weight on her mattress as who ever it was sat down. After a few moments of silence, she was about to tell the person to fuck off and leave her alone, until she heard the person speak….. Noah. She felt instant relief for a moment, after not hearing from him for a couple of days, she’d been scared that something might have happened to him. He could have been killed, hurt, in the hospital or some shit. Lord knew whatever he was doing was preventing him to answer her fucking texts or calls. Hearing what he said, Jasey gave a humorless laugh. “You’re damned right you’re the last person I want to speak to. So fuck off.”
She figured that he would run off again, but now, instead he started talking again. He made mistakes? Sure, everyone made mistakes. But his mistake was a fucking huge one. Who in the hell ran off when they get important news like that? Apparently Noah Charlton. She was pissed at him… really pissed didn’t even cover it. That did stop an unwanted smile from forming on her lips when he said he thought that India was in South America. Noah hated interviews. He found that interviewers had a hard time understanding him, and he had a hard time understanding them. So Jasey had volunteered to interview him, and one of the fans had asked him if Stories Untold ever planned on coming to South America, and of course he said hopefully one day because he had always wanted to visit India. Jasey had just stared at him before moving onto the next question, but afterwards the two of them laughed about it, and did for a few days, ha. She dropped her smile as he continued to talk, letting him finish before she said anything at all. Taking a deep breath, she still faced the wall as she said " You're right. You would be a fucking terrible dad. You want to know why? Because apparently when times get tough, you get to running. It must be fucking nice to know that if you're suddenly not liking what you're hearing, all you have to do is run. I couldnt run, you know? Even if I wanted to. I fucking needed you Noah." She stopped to let herself calm her self down a little bit before she started getting emotional again. She could already hear the slight waver in her voice, threatening to show Noah just how upset she was. She didnt want to do that... not at all.
She needed to sit up... she needed to look at him, and tell him to go away. The only thing was that she knew she looked like hell. She knew she had circles under her eyes from lack of proper sleep because she'd been up at night worrying about the fucker that was sitting behind her right now. She knew that she probably had a little bit of mascara smudged where she had been crying earlier. She knew that her hair was a mess from laying on it for so long. But she also knew that she couldnt just lay here like this for the rest of the day either. She wiped at her eyes before pushing herself up into a sitting position. She moved back to where her back was resting between the corner of her bunk and the wall, distancing herself from Noah as best as she could, and not allowing herself to look at him. "Look. You might think you can do this...but I cant. I know I cant Noah." She pulled her knees up to her chest and wrapped her arms around her legs. "I.... I was never the kind of girl who dreamed about growing up and having a family. To be honest, I never wanted to get serious with a guy, never once thought about getting married and having kids and settling down. Its just... not who I am... When all the other girls in school would sit in class and talk about getting married, or planning their weddings, or what they'd name their children, I would be over with the guys talking about irrelevant shit.I know that I cant raise a child. Hell, I can hardly take care of myself at times. I just... " She placed her forehead on her knees to hide her face as she felt hot tears start running down her face. God she fucking hated crying.
She heard him shift and scoot closer to her, with still keeping his distance though, which she did appreciate. She wasnt pissed at him anymore.. .she was just... upset. She heard him start talking, and the words he said made her cry more. How could he be this nice still? She practically told him that he was a shitty person and wouldnt be a good dad, and here he was telling her that even if she decided she wanted to get rid of the baby and have nothing to do with him, that he'd still love her. "Here's what I dont get...why? God, I'm a fucking awful person, I really truly am. I'm a bitch. I'm bossy, rude and jealous. I'm superficial. Part of the reason I'm upset about being pregnant is because I dont want to get fat. I'm stubborn as fuck, even when you're right, I dont admit to it. Instead of just forgiving you, I have to find reasons to try to hate you just so that I dont give in easy. I mean... really? A complete god awful person." she said lifting her head up and wiping at her eyes with the back of her hand. For the first time since he got there, she let herself look at him, and it hurt. She missed him, she really did. That was part of the reason she hated him right now too. She'd always been fine with dating guys, committing for a little bit was never an issue to her, but this was honestly the first time she could say she had been in love. She knew that if for whatever reason she left him or he left her, that it would honestly tear her apart. Moving herself around on the small spaced bunk, she moved to where she was now laying down again, this time with her head on Noahs lap. Picking at a spot on his jeans she said "I'm sorry.... I really am sorry."
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